So this morning with the help from my mom, we took my mother in law, Maggie and Brandon to the airport. It was definitely a sad occasion for me and I found myself very emotional (I was able to steady myself though ;)) when I gave Brandon one last hug and kiss before they they went past the security gate. Sigh I already miss them and I know it’s going to be a difficult two months. Once I settle into my new routine things will be smoother but I think it’ll still be difficult at night. It also sucks knowing that Brandon will probably learn to stand and walk while away (maybe, everything he’s done has been early), I’m going to miss that but at least he’ll be home to celebrate his first birthday.

After I dropped them off, I went to my parents house to pick up my all season tires to get them swapped onto my car and man did that take a long time. Sigh whatever I guess at least the service was free but waiting two hours when there are no cars ahead of you tests one’s nerves.

Now that I’m home I find myself feeling sad again. I’m not religious but right now I find myself asking god to watch over my family while they’re in China.