I’ve come to accept that Maggie doesn’t want to go through another pregnancy so my options for having another child are pretty much limited to adoption. Funny, I didn’t really want to have kids but now that we have Brandon I want another one… It’s been such a wonderful experience so far and I think we’re ready for it but alas I can’t force her.

I think I will follow up on the adoption process, not saying we’ll go through but it’s nice to know what my options are.